I gaze into twin pools of warmth
Bright and sparklingI see something indescribable
Something I can't quite put my finger on.
Twin pool, blazing and brilliant
Making all your sweetness
And all your compassion
Crystal clear.
Twin pools shimmering and glimmering
Showing how you're
Sweet, sensitive, caring and kind
Funny athletic cunning and friendly
Twin pools, so animated and intense
Help me to share
Your love of life,
Your life of love.
I gaze into twin pools of warmth and
I see the sweetest person I've ever met or ever will meet
I recognize a sincere and honest lass who can never be
replaced
I realize you are so special because
When I look into your eyes
I witness a miracle, I find a friend.
Thursday, December 27, 2007
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
Lover's Dance
Glistening bodies entwined
in an ageless erotic dance,
seeking pleasures from each other,
seeking wonder and romance.
She touches his face with tenderness.
He draws her body near.
Aching, needing hunger
will make their destiny clear.
Their lips meet in soft kisses,
their tongues begin passion's war.
Forgotten now, the outside world.
All is here, behind this door.
He strokes her body tenderly,
she arches up for his caress.
He finds her silken portal
and her womanly wetness.
She moans in fiery desire
and pulls his hand away,
wishing to end this exquisite torture
and get on with passion's play.
She straddles his waiting body,
eases him into her feminine hollow.
She leads him on a rhythmic dance,
his thrusting hips must follow.
She rides him faster, even then,
to hear his wondrous sighs.
She shows him all the delights
she has between her womanly thighs.
They stare into each other's eyes
and gasp as ecstasy unreels,
and tangles them in a lover's knot
that every answer reveals.
Sated, they lie side by side,
spent but hungering still.
She touches him where their passion came
and tastes their lovers spill.
Their mouths meet in passionate need,
hungry animals once more.
This time he rises above her,
her body to explore.
Their ballet begins again,
as he thrusts his manhood in,
vowing not to end the dance
unless her cries he'll win.
Like beasts of old they become,
riding with desire,
only resting their throbbing bodies
when sated by their fire.
in an ageless erotic dance,
seeking pleasures from each other,
seeking wonder and romance.
She touches his face with tenderness.
He draws her body near.
Aching, needing hunger
will make their destiny clear.
Their lips meet in soft kisses,
their tongues begin passion's war.
Forgotten now, the outside world.
All is here, behind this door.
He strokes her body tenderly,
she arches up for his caress.
He finds her silken portal
and her womanly wetness.
She moans in fiery desire
and pulls his hand away,
wishing to end this exquisite torture
and get on with passion's play.
She straddles his waiting body,
eases him into her feminine hollow.
She leads him on a rhythmic dance,
his thrusting hips must follow.
She rides him faster, even then,
to hear his wondrous sighs.
She shows him all the delights
she has between her womanly thighs.
They stare into each other's eyes
and gasp as ecstasy unreels,
and tangles them in a lover's knot
that every answer reveals.
Sated, they lie side by side,
spent but hungering still.
She touches him where their passion came
and tastes their lovers spill.
Their mouths meet in passionate need,
hungry animals once more.
This time he rises above her,
her body to explore.
Their ballet begins again,
as he thrusts his manhood in,
vowing not to end the dance
unless her cries he'll win.
Like beasts of old they become,
riding with desire,
only resting their throbbing bodies
when sated by their fire.
Friday, December 21, 2007
_Drifting_
I sometimes find I'm drifting
Through this life without effect;
I often wonder if I'm truly
Worth what I've been blessed.
I search through days that have been hard,
To try to understand,
The many trials that I have known,
The life that I have had.
You see me in my daily grind,
So confident and strong;
Yet when I am alone, I question
Just where I belong.
I often try too hard I find,
To analyze and guess,
To scrutinize, investigate
My life I will confess.
For somewhere deeper, there must be
Some meaning to this life,
Some way to make a difference,
Give a reason for this strife.
Is there some hidden meaning?
Some agenda to be found?
A greater purpose waiting
If I care to hang around?
It teases and it taunts me,
Always slightly out of sight;
A hazy vision out of reach,
Where darkness hides the light.
I struggle to bring clarity
To what awaits me there,
And yet this weak illusion
Always fades before my stare.
It seems the harder that I try,
To focus through the haze,
Just serves to add more questions,
Through my endless, tired gaze.
Perhaps I'm trying just too hard,
To understand it all,
For can we ever truly know
Just what we have in store?
Each incident, each moment passed,
Just adds upon the next,
But in the end, will I find truth ...
Or will I be perplexed?
Perhaps I make it harder
Than it has to be sometimes,
But will my searching bring to me
My meaning over time?
Or will it leave me broken,
And confused as I feel now,
While questions bring no solitude,
To this, my wrinkled brow.
Through this life without effect;
I often wonder if I'm truly
Worth what I've been blessed.
I search through days that have been hard,
To try to understand,
The many trials that I have known,
The life that I have had.
You see me in my daily grind,
So confident and strong;
Yet when I am alone, I question
Just where I belong.
I often try too hard I find,
To analyze and guess,
To scrutinize, investigate
My life I will confess.
For somewhere deeper, there must be
Some meaning to this life,
Some way to make a difference,
Give a reason for this strife.
Is there some hidden meaning?
Some agenda to be found?
A greater purpose waiting
If I care to hang around?
It teases and it taunts me,
Always slightly out of sight;
A hazy vision out of reach,
Where darkness hides the light.
I struggle to bring clarity
To what awaits me there,
And yet this weak illusion
Always fades before my stare.
It seems the harder that I try,
To focus through the haze,
Just serves to add more questions,
Through my endless, tired gaze.
Perhaps I'm trying just too hard,
To understand it all,
For can we ever truly know
Just what we have in store?
Each incident, each moment passed,
Just adds upon the next,
But in the end, will I find truth ...
Or will I be perplexed?
Perhaps I make it harder
Than it has to be sometimes,
But will my searching bring to me
My meaning over time?
Or will it leave me broken,
And confused as I feel now,
While questions bring no solitude,
To this, my wrinkled brow.
Let's Talk About the "S" Word...
I've found the past couple of years to be an eye opener in the world of THESE experiences. I'm not necessarily referring to my own experiences, but those of society in general. There was a time when more smart-conscious decisions were made relating to sexual relationships. But times have changed. The pillars that hold up our individual sexual values have started to crumble. No longer can we create our own standards without feeling ostracized by the society that forms the standards for us. With influences coming from the media, infatuated hormones and opinionated peers, teenagers today have turned the act of love making into a WHIMSICAL JOYRIDE...
The difference between making love and having sex is miles apart. To make love, the partners involved use their hearts more so than their parts. To have sex, the partners use their parts more so than their hearts. The key to this "vice-versa situation" lies in the selected noun that the partners use in their actions. Since hormones and hearts both exist on a different level, saying that they are the same would be to take away all the feeling, emotion and love involved in love making.
In my opinion, teens nowadays are letting their hormones control their sexual decisions by giving in to the pure pleasure of sex. To make up for their lack of solid reasoning behind their acts, they try to rationalize their choices. The justification that many couples come up with for having sex is love. I can't help but wonder how many couples would actually stay together if their relationship existed without sex. (can you? huh? huh?)
Friends and peers are a big pressure factor when deciding whether or not to have sex. As seen in many after school , the popular phrase "DI NA USO ANG VIRGIN NGAYON!.." isn't far off the mark. Just knowing that three or four other couples in a social group are having sex can sway a couple to give in and start hitting their own home runs on their sexual playing field. With each new couple having sex, the pressure current becomes stronger and stronger, especially for those couples who are not sexually active.
At this point many couples get swept in the flow of the current and just go with it; they do the nasty. Once they've committed themselves to having sex, it's very hard to stop. The couple might find out that they aren't ready for this big step in their relationship, but to stop having sex would mean to lose face with friends! Well, do you think that they're going to stop having sex? Not a chance! And, so they continue their acts of whimsical joyriding, without any care to see where the ride is taking them, just to keep their status with their social group.
The media is also a persuasive factor that plays a large role in the life of a teenager. Although t.v. shows, films and magazines are all supposed to offer escape from reality, many teens buy into the situations presented as if they were real. For instance, how many teens watch The FIFTH WHEEL? Now, here's a show that says to kids straight out, "Yo guys! It's o.k. to have casual sex and not think of any consequences.".. Yeah sure, it is just a reality show... Well how about some REALITY CHECK mga chong? The one thing the writers failed to look at however, is the number of youth that watch the show, and in that number, how many take the ideals of the show and use them as their own personal values. Teens who watch the show are going to take this into account when they have their own sexual experiences. It only reflect the fake morals seen on-screen.
The reality of consequence is the fastest wake-up call anyone can have given to them. One needs not carry a glass ball around with them to predict the future. All it takes is being able to visualize the repercussions of their actions. Now, I know that every teenager has been taught in health class how the sexual reproduction system of a human works: the little male spermy-wormy goes for a swim up the canal and fertilizes the little female egg-weggy hehehe... So, I am dumbfounded when a couple that has had unprotected sex is shocked when they find out they're expecting. Well, Hell-oOo?!? Didn't you read the label on your penis, buddy? You know, the one that said, "May cause pregnancy; DO NOT USE IT IF YOU ARE NOT READY TO BECOME A FATHER." In a case like this many people will have an abortion. Abortions are used so often that I'm sure by now it can be considered a method of birth control.
And if the parents do decide to keep the baby, how can they care for it? To pay for all of a baby's needs, a full time pay check is required. Assuming the mother stays home to care for the child, the father needs to quit school to work full time. Once someone leaves high school, they seldom come back. So, now he's stuck taking care of a baby and the wife (as he's probably married by now), paying for all the diapers, food, clothing, health care, mortgage, insurance, etc. These two parents have all the responsibilities of grown-ups.and they're only in their teens! And what's it all for? A simple night of hot blooded, hormone filled passion, or as I refer to it, a whimsical joyride.
The pillars haven't totally fallen to the ground although the pressure has been great. With so much outside influence, it is hard to come to our own conclusions about what's right for us. Everybody else seems to already know. The rate at which teenagers are evolving is awesome. We want to do it all and we want to do it now! I hope that we take the time to learn about the joys of the heart and try to shy away from the joys of the part. The former is much more fulfilling, I'm sure, and leaves you with more respect for yourself and your significant other and it gives you a nice, warm feeling inside.?
The difference between making love and having sex is miles apart. To make love, the partners involved use their hearts more so than their parts. To have sex, the partners use their parts more so than their hearts. The key to this "vice-versa situation" lies in the selected noun that the partners use in their actions. Since hormones and hearts both exist on a different level, saying that they are the same would be to take away all the feeling, emotion and love involved in love making.
In my opinion, teens nowadays are letting their hormones control their sexual decisions by giving in to the pure pleasure of sex. To make up for their lack of solid reasoning behind their acts, they try to rationalize their choices. The justification that many couples come up with for having sex is love. I can't help but wonder how many couples would actually stay together if their relationship existed without sex. (can you? huh? huh?)
Friends and peers are a big pressure factor when deciding whether or not to have sex. As seen in many after school , the popular phrase "DI NA USO ANG VIRGIN NGAYON!.." isn't far off the mark. Just knowing that three or four other couples in a social group are having sex can sway a couple to give in and start hitting their own home runs on their sexual playing field. With each new couple having sex, the pressure current becomes stronger and stronger, especially for those couples who are not sexually active.
At this point many couples get swept in the flow of the current and just go with it; they do the nasty. Once they've committed themselves to having sex, it's very hard to stop. The couple might find out that they aren't ready for this big step in their relationship, but to stop having sex would mean to lose face with friends! Well, do you think that they're going to stop having sex? Not a chance! And, so they continue their acts of whimsical joyriding, without any care to see where the ride is taking them, just to keep their status with their social group.
The media is also a persuasive factor that plays a large role in the life of a teenager. Although t.v. shows, films and magazines are all supposed to offer escape from reality, many teens buy into the situations presented as if they were real. For instance, how many teens watch The FIFTH WHEEL? Now, here's a show that says to kids straight out, "Yo guys! It's o.k. to have casual sex and not think of any consequences.".. Yeah sure, it is just a reality show... Well how about some REALITY CHECK mga chong? The one thing the writers failed to look at however, is the number of youth that watch the show, and in that number, how many take the ideals of the show and use them as their own personal values. Teens who watch the show are going to take this into account when they have their own sexual experiences. It only reflect the fake morals seen on-screen.
The reality of consequence is the fastest wake-up call anyone can have given to them. One needs not carry a glass ball around with them to predict the future. All it takes is being able to visualize the repercussions of their actions. Now, I know that every teenager has been taught in health class how the sexual reproduction system of a human works: the little male spermy-wormy goes for a swim up the canal and fertilizes the little female egg-weggy hehehe... So, I am dumbfounded when a couple that has had unprotected sex is shocked when they find out they're expecting. Well, Hell-oOo?!? Didn't you read the label on your penis, buddy? You know, the one that said, "May cause pregnancy; DO NOT USE IT IF YOU ARE NOT READY TO BECOME A FATHER." In a case like this many people will have an abortion. Abortions are used so often that I'm sure by now it can be considered a method of birth control.
And if the parents do decide to keep the baby, how can they care for it? To pay for all of a baby's needs, a full time pay check is required. Assuming the mother stays home to care for the child, the father needs to quit school to work full time. Once someone leaves high school, they seldom come back. So, now he's stuck taking care of a baby and the wife (as he's probably married by now), paying for all the diapers, food, clothing, health care, mortgage, insurance, etc. These two parents have all the responsibilities of grown-ups.and they're only in their teens! And what's it all for? A simple night of hot blooded, hormone filled passion, or as I refer to it, a whimsical joyride.
The pillars haven't totally fallen to the ground although the pressure has been great. With so much outside influence, it is hard to come to our own conclusions about what's right for us. Everybody else seems to already know. The rate at which teenagers are evolving is awesome. We want to do it all and we want to do it now! I hope that we take the time to learn about the joys of the heart and try to shy away from the joys of the part. The former is much more fulfilling, I'm sure, and leaves you with more respect for yourself and your significant other and it gives you a nice, warm feeling inside.?
Egomania
Often you feel like talking to a person you just met on the bus, at the coffee shop, or on other kind of occasion. You talked to them not because you are lonely but you were just being friendly. These people that you talked to might have not felt the same way. Somehow, they got the wrong idea that you were interested in them and could not wait to ask them out for a date. The reason was that these people are idiot egomaniacs!!!
Usually, I did not want to correct them because I wanted to satisfy their pathetic egos. Why disrupt a person's wishful thinking? I am not that cruel. My innocent act of friendliness has turned into a crush. How amusing! It was as if a sign engraved into their forehead saying, "You have a crush on me, don't you? You are drooling all over me."
Sometimes, during the conversation, all of the sudden a phrase like "I am married" popped out from nowhere. Especially when there was no wedding band on your finger, they could sense the vibes right the way. They then rolled their eyes to transmit the signal of your "desperate" act to their friends standing next to them.
As a writer, I am interested in talking to strangers to learn things from them and use these materials for my writing topics. However, instead of getting valuable information, I got all kind of ridiculous psychoanalysis from these egomaniacs. Not only that I thought they are pathetic creatures but I also found their actions rude and repulsive…
Usually, I did not want to correct them because I wanted to satisfy their pathetic egos. Why disrupt a person's wishful thinking? I am not that cruel. My innocent act of friendliness has turned into a crush. How amusing! It was as if a sign engraved into their forehead saying, "You have a crush on me, don't you? You are drooling all over me."
Sometimes, during the conversation, all of the sudden a phrase like "I am married" popped out from nowhere. Especially when there was no wedding band on your finger, they could sense the vibes right the way. They then rolled their eyes to transmit the signal of your "desperate" act to their friends standing next to them.
As a writer, I am interested in talking to strangers to learn things from them and use these materials for my writing topics. However, instead of getting valuable information, I got all kind of ridiculous psychoanalysis from these egomaniacs. Not only that I thought they are pathetic creatures but I also found their actions rude and repulsive…
Thursday, December 20, 2007
Life Forecast
Some people have a habit to read the ending of the story way before finishing the book. If you have a chance to find out about your future or about what will happen to you the next second, minute, or hour in your life, would you want to know? Say that you went to a true psychic and he/she told you what your future are going to be and your journey will end at certain age, I can assure you that your life will not be the same! Your life will spin around and it will change forever!
If the psychic told you that you will be well off for the rest of your life and at this point you are only in your twenties. There is fifty/fifty chance that the psychic was right. Would you quit your job, take it easy, do nothing, and wait for the destined fortune to come to you? A person was being told that he/she will not live pass this year, should this person withdraw all of his/her savings from the bank account and use them up before the end will come? Or commit suicide? What kind of life will this person have during this particular year knowing that the psychic might have been right?
To me the scariest thing is to see my own future. I don’t want to know what will happen next, I just want to enjoy my life one brief second at a time. Even if I have to die in the next second, I just want to enjoy the fraction of second left with someone I love in this lifetime. So what if you knew too much about your destiny, would you be able to prevent or change it? By saying this, I don’t mean to discourage people not to plan ahead; however, life might or might not flow according to your plan.
The meaning of life is supposed to be unpredictable and having full of surprises. Everyday should be a completely new and blank page where hope exists. Even though, our lives are pre-destined and regardless of the concept of reincarnation, each one of us has only one short life to live. Please make every second counts. As we take a stroll, walk slowly to smell the aroma of the flowers, inhale the fresh air, and enjoy the beautiful weather or even get the pleasure of the wet rain.
Being Lonely and Being Alone
Some of my friends are confused about the difference between being lonely and being alone. Being lonely is more like you have lots of toys but you just don’t enjoy them. On the other hand, being alone is when you don’t have any toys at all. Does not matter which category you belong to, but the bottom line is; the most important thing is having the lifestyle that makes you happy – the value of the time that you want to spend.Having many friends in your life does not make you less lonely. On the contrary, sometimes, you only need one person to fulfill all your needs. Have you ever tried going out with many friends, the evening seemed crowded with all the people that you think you like, but you still felt the emptiness inside. And when the party was over, you still would come back to your lonely nest, take a shower, go to bed, and get ready for another day.
Perhaps, you only need one particular significant other; someone that you have been looking for to see after a long day of work. With whom you rather spend a quiet and meaningful evening. You don’t have to impress or dazzle this person as you try to do with your friends or your co-workers. You just want to be your real-self. Solitude is hard to live with for some, but by getting anyone from the bar, or any other convenient occasion to be with because you are alone and lonely, is a big mistake. Sometimes, due to desperation or fear of being alone, you might be attracted to many people with bad personality traits. I have never been anti-social in my whole life. However, I really enjoy my solitude without feeling lonely. The free time allows me to read a good book, watch an interesting movie, write a good article, and most of all to do some deep thinking.
But now that i have my "significant other", i'd say that life really is good..
-KiRa-
Perhaps, you only need one particular significant other; someone that you have been looking for to see after a long day of work. With whom you rather spend a quiet and meaningful evening. You don’t have to impress or dazzle this person as you try to do with your friends or your co-workers. You just want to be your real-self. Solitude is hard to live with for some, but by getting anyone from the bar, or any other convenient occasion to be with because you are alone and lonely, is a big mistake. Sometimes, due to desperation or fear of being alone, you might be attracted to many people with bad personality traits. I have never been anti-social in my whole life. However, I really enjoy my solitude without feeling lonely. The free time allows me to read a good book, watch an interesting movie, write a good article, and most of all to do some deep thinking.
But now that i have my "significant other", i'd say that life really is good..
-KiRa-
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